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Letting go of the pain...

Monday, November 30, 2009

Today I have decided to let go of the pain I have inside of me. The pain that eats me up and keeps me from being strong. This pain is the source of my depression and unhappiness. It prevents me from being healthy and is the source of my weight gain. I no longer want to be a victim to this. I am consciously taking control over it so that I can lose weight and be the happy and healthy person I know myself to be. I have a history of starting and stopping, but today I choose to not focus on that negative past, but rather on the strength and positivity of today and of my future. Today is a new me...I will always have the pain that comes from the loss of my mom, but no longer will I let it defeat me. My mom wouldn't have wanted that for me, nor do I want that for myself. It stops today - it has to.
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    Aw, honey. I am so so sorry that you are in pain. You are so right that your dear Mom would NOT want you to be unhappy. She is right by your side, hon. She can go wherever you go now. I will pray for you today to have peace about this. If you have a moment to say a tiny prayer for my sister who is ill, it would be greatly appreciated.
    Your goals are great!! I hope you keep up the healthy lifestyle. Hugs, mcgee
    3117 days ago
    Thank you all for your wonderful feedback! It's very encouraging and motivating!!
    3125 days ago
    GOod for you! Will be praying for you!! God is always with you, and is fighting for you too emoticon emoticon
    3127 days ago
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    What a great decision. Let it all go. It will take courage and persistence but as you so well put--just keep focusing on the strength and positivity of today and the future. You CAN do it, you WILL do it. One step at a time. Best wishes!


    3127 days ago
    You can do it! You've had such a rough year, but you're going to feel so much better as you create a more healthy body. Keep up the good work!

    Also, I really like your profile with the goals and rewards. Perhaps I should do the same on my blog to keep me on track :-)
    3127 days ago
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