My week started of
I'm still not where I was financially before this so called recession started but NO NEED & I WON'T COMPLAIN...becuz God has been GOOD TO ME & MY FAMILY!!!
Since I had a good week I decided to reward myself with a trip to the mall
!!!!....Yeah I know and was saying 2myself...GURL u kno u don't have no DAM business in this mall spending money!!!!......ladies u know how we talk to ourselves!!!
Then I said "what hell"....GOD IS GOOD .....he is going to work this out....I made myself a promise to myself that I would treat myself to something every week ....nothing lavish but something hell I work 2 hard I need to see something 4 myself after paying bills.....BESIDES THE (MINUSES) - - - - IN THE CHECK BOOK!!!!....Lol..LOL
I went to Pentagon City in Va....I already knew what store I was going in my favorite ...anytime I go to the mall I have 2 go 2 my store...even if I don't buy just to brose...c what's new...what I have to put on my list for next purchase....LOL
My favorite store is the tah dah...MAC COSMETICS!!!!!!......
when going in there....I spend at least 2 hours & I get a 30% discount becuz I'm a licensed cosmetologist....that's y I go there.....at least I'm gettn a discount right!!!!!
I saw 1 of my favorite people that work there....cause u can't let everyone in there help you....just because they work there doesn't mean they know what...or about...how to APPLY make up!!!!...THEY MAY HAVE U LEAVING THAT STORE LOOKING LIKE FONZY THE CLOWN....
My gurl was there YES...I don't have to deal with these new faces.....so I saw her but she didn't see me.... BUT when she did she gave her usual pleasantries....this is my favorite part she stepped back & that's when she asked me"ARE YOU LOSING WEIGHT".....when I say it felt GREAT!!!...my smile was so big my face started hurting.....LOL ...LOL!
I told her I was trying .....she said what ever your doing it's working ...your hips look SMALLER & I can see it in your neck....by now I'm just beaming & glowing...in my head I'm say YES...YES..Bi%$# my hard work & sore muscles is not in vein....
I tried a few things I wanted to change ....even while she was applying the make up she told me you skin looks sooooo good & it has cleared up. (DRINKING MORE WATER DOES HELP).. (I have had mild acne 4 years so u know how we do..pickn n our face & it had left some dark spots) even the dark spots are gone!!!!!!..she said she was proud of me & to keep up the work...we started talking and she said she was going to start back walking!!!
It felt sooooooo soooooo soooooo good to hear that becuz this is a hard journey were on but I'm am motivated...driven....& DETERMINED I'm GOING TO WIN!!!
I don't weigh myself that often (will probably weigh after my T.O.M) BUT my sister told me all of jeans look DUMB...meaning to BIG.....Yeah Me!!!!!!
THANK YOU GOD because it is you not me alone allowing me to win this journey to better health...better spirit...don't 4get SMALLER CLOTHES!!!
When I see that ex-boyfriend of mine....looking ever so FABULOUS & SMALLER of course .....I'm going to thank his BLACK A@% 4 LEAVING ME!!!! Hell he should have left SOONER!!!