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Love Never Fails

Thursday, November 12, 2009

I get down on myself sometimes for not doing everything I intend to do. When I joined Sparkpeople I intended to be an encouragement to others. Lately I haven't been doing that and I've felt very guilty.

My husband has been diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer. I think I went numb when I heard those words. I've just been going through the motions of living. I've been working and exercising everyday but, I haven't been reaching out to the people in my life like I wanted to.

I want you all to know that even when I don't take the time to sit down and write to you, you are still in my thoughts and prayers. I'm still sending you as much positive energy as I can.

God reminded me this morning that He is in control and that love never fails. I'm going to stop beating myself up for not doing all that I intend. I am not dealing with a Sisyphean challenge. I'm living my life.
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    Especially with news like what you got, the fact that you are still trying speaks volumes. You keep fighting to get yourself to live your life and feel again. I'm sending my positive thoughts and energies in your direction.

    3716 days ago
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