Changed my goal (again) ...
Friday, November 06, 2009
I have changed my goal weight again ... to 145 ... that is the top of the normal weight range for 5'4". I will re-assess when I get there, I may just focus more on fitness rather than losing weight.
Several people have told me to stop losing - that I am good right now. These people have no idea how much I weigh. My Mom thinks I am taking it too far, my boyfriend is begging me to stop, Angie (who is absolutely gorgeous and perfect) said "You don't have 16 pounds to lose", Ben, last night, said don't lose anymore, that I am perfect now.
I have all this emotional baggage regarding my weight ... I promised myself I would make my goal. I have changed my goal weight several times. Who am I, if I'm not losing weight? I have been doing this for so long, I don't know what else to do.