today is a new day...
Friday, November 06, 2009
and yesterday was an awful one. i had my yearly exam yesterday, scheduled for 9 because i have to be at work at 11:30, and i figured she'd have me out of the office by 10:15, 10:30 at the latest. i had my lunch packed at home, to pick up on my way to work from the doctor's office, and i hadn't ate any breakfast, because i thought i'd have to time to eat before having to go to work. nope. she didn't come into the office until 9:30, and hadn't even done my exam by 10:25. at that point i stated that i wasn't trying to rush her, but that i had to leave by 10:35... they had me out of the office at 10:45 which meant i now had no time to stop at home and clean myself up, grab my lunch or eat some breakfast. i had to FLY to work. no joke, i was driving like a jerk, and i hate driving like that. stress levels were soaring. to top it all off, i had told her that for the last several months i've had some pain in my right breast. i had noticed a lump there last year and she brushed me off. when she touched it this year, she's like, yea something's not right there.... the whole time she kept touching it and it hurt so bad. she said i need to go for an ultrasound next week, so that's what i'm doing next wednesday. i'm trying not to think about it too much. it'll prolly be fine. but my breast hurting all day is a constant reminder. so.. yea.. yesterday sucked. i cried my eyes out on my way home, walked into the house with mascara all over my face at 8:45pm, ate chicken noodle soup, watch The Office, and went to bed. so today is a new day. i'm going to put yesterday out of my mind. gonna buck down and do some overtime today, so i'm working 11:30 to 10, be home by 11pm, go to bed so i can wake up at 5:30 tomorrow, work 8-4:30, and work sunday which is usually my day off from 9:30-5, work 9-8 on monday, and 11:30-8 on tuesday, and then have next wednesday off. ahhh...LOL. grindin!!! hope all of you have a great weekend!