Ever have one of those days
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
Yeah one of those days that seems to go on and on. I still haven't found my new workout CD's and I'm getting behind in my workouts too. I have felt so overwhelmed lately that I have found myself snapping at DH and almost to the point of wanting to sit down and cry. I wish I could, it just might let out a lot of stress from inside me.
Today I'm feeling a little better and a little more tolerable of things. It's been a month since my MIL has moved in with us and it's hard at times, very hard. I feel bad about how I feel at times that I lost my alone time. It seems like I lost the spark I had in me about being retired and looking forward to all the things I wanted to do.....like my crafts. My craft/sewing area is downstairs and I feel guilty if I'm not sitting with her. I use to have a morning routine including my workout and now that's all changed and I just have to get back to it. I use to love getting up, getting my cup of coffee and sitting in the living room with my book for about an hour before having breakfast.....then go workout. It's funny what you miss when you can't do it.
Thanks for letting me vent. Please don't think I don't love my mil, because I do.
Well, gotta go get my cup of tea and get ready for the biggest loser.....that's one show she watches with me.