Sunday, October 25, 2009
This weekend I don't feel like doing much of anything. Yesterday was rainy so I felt I had an excuse. Today is sunny but I still don't feel like moving. I plan to make myself go out for a walk this afternoon.
This is the first weekend I am home alone after mom died. This still doesn't feel like my home. Hard to believe I now own a home. I have enjoyed a bit of puttering about and picking up this or that and sweeping. With just me, nothing gets that dirty.
At work last Friday, I needed to go see a client in the same place where mom died. Wasn't easy to go back there.
I feel like I am in a funk. I am not my usual self. I guess that is to be expected. I've been sleeping a lot this week. Next weekend I am hoping to go to Vermont and spend some time with Kevin for Halloween. This week I feel like I am just going through the motions of what I need to do. I feel like a robot.