What a week
Sunday, October 18, 2009
This past week has not been a good one. I only exercised a couple of days, I missed tracking my food three days out of seven, I ate very little, the result.... I am down .9 pounds. I am at that point that I have been to so many times before... shall I continue. My goals loom large for the month of October and I don't think I am going to make any of them. I feel it is an impossibility at this point to take off 3.6 pounds in only two weeks. I also feel that beating 1770 minutes of exercise is nearing the impossibility stage too since I have only done 735 this month so far. I need to get off my butt and find a job so that I get out of the house. I sit here every day doing very little but playing on my computer. I stay up all night and sleep all day. When I do try to sleep at night I only sleep a couple of hours then wake again. Ever since hubby brought home those chocolate bars I have been so downhearted. NO I did not have any. He eventually removed the box from the fridge, and put them in the bedroom with him and ate every one of them. I think he figured out that wasn't going to work either. Nothing he has tried to stop me so far has succeeded. I am just not good with goals. I think I need to just go back to doing what I was doing and allow things to happen when they do, exercising when I feel up to it, tracking my food, and eating.