am feeling guilty
Thursday, October 15, 2009
I ran only three or four times in three weeks and am feeling demotivated and guilty. The reason behind not running isnt laziness exactly, but the on and off cold and cough. I recovered completely a week back and went running. The next day I fell sick again.
I know I have more than two months remaining until the race, but what if I keep falling ill? Moreover, my family and I are going home for three weeks' vacation in November and I dont expect to get much training done then.
I ve started to wonder whether I am asking too much from myself. Have I set myself a goal that can't be achieved. I mean, 10km road race isnt a child's play! Once I set my mind on something, I hate giving up. The feeling kills me! Am I being hard on myself?? I know I feel awesome after every run. Moreover, since I started running I have lost some weight too. Maybe I should just be patient and wait until I fully recover and then work hard to make up for the lost time.
hmmm,,, I think I should do that instead of panicking