Friday, October 02, 2009
This has always been the hardest thing for me. Theres always some event I have to go to that has lots of NO NO foods. And I so willingly just let go of whats the most important thing I have going for me.
I've got to put my health as my number one priority. I need to do it for myself and for my husband who I love dearly. I want to be here 20 yrs from now. I want to grow old with him. And most importantly I want to LIVE life as best I can with him.
I'm loosing my youth- it needs to be now. I can't let a couple years go by again without change. All the power is in the NOW- not the later.
So today I'm starting again. I'm making a commitment to myself. That I'm doing this- and I will not give up. If I mess up- I dust off and continue as planned.