Friday, September 25, 2009
Just got back from the beach. I had a wonderful time but there's something about the beach that brings to light exactly how big you are. Maybe it's the bathing suit, or the huge unforgiving mirror in the bathroom, or the skinny girls in their bikinis, or the really large people in far too little clothing; whatever it is it has really made me recommit to change.
I am tired of trying to find something to wear that doesn't bind or show fat. I am tired of struggling to bend in certain ways because I'm too large. I hate the rashes you get from fat or too tight clothes rubbing. I hate that I can feel my lap on my legs again. UGH!
One thing I HAVE to remember is that hubby needs to watch his diet and lose some weight for his health -- and I have to help him. It reminds me of when I was pregnant with my son and had to follow a special diet for him. I can do this to help him! and me! :)
It's time to eat healthy, eat less and exercise more. It's time to stop being lazy and get some things done. It's TIME!!!!