Just another Day

Well Here I am, sitting here, tired as hell. I feel so gross becuase I havent had any sleep latley. i assume that is from my weight and stress. I hate it. My boyfriend has the same problem. Anyhow, I guess I will go to the gym later when I feel a little bit better.
I cant wait for school to start or me get a job, what ever comes 1st. i moved to North Tampa a little over a month aago and still have not found anything. Ic ant count with all my falangies HOW many places I have applied to.
I need things to keep me busy so that I dont eat out of bordom. It seems that when I am single I am thin, and when I am in a commited relationship, like I am in now, that I gain soooo Much weight. Nothing Like I have this time though. I have went from 152pounds to 230pounds in a little over 2 years. That is HORRIBLE. I am now 214 pounds and have stayed there a little over 2 weeks since I sarted this. So I have to up the exersise.