Entry 5

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Well, I borrowed my friends bike. All i can say is I have rubber band legs. I have been walking like crazy, twice a day 5 days a weeks. Walking didn't seem to do it anymore so I decided I needed more of a push so I thought I would get a bike. I couldn't afford it so my friend offered to let me use hers. Well, I hopped on it all gung ho, I only made it for 8 minutes and about 8 blocks. I did go twice and i even got in a walk as well.
I just hope I can do this, I would like to be fit enough that I could bike for 30 min straight. I would really love to be able to run for 5 miles. I can't wait to get to the point where I see a result like biking for 15 minutes straight. or running for 8 minutes straight.
I also wish I was confident enough to quit saying I hope I can do this, or I wish to be able to do that. When will I get to where I wanna be? I just want to be a sz 16 by Christmas. I want to hear someone say "wow, you've lost weight" instead of people whispering about me. I know they do it. They do it about other people. Even my husband is the "evil" "they". He came home one day and said "I saw Sam today, wow has she gained weight" I said so what "No, I mean really gained weight" oh and this is what he said about a friend of mine "her butt looks huge".....if he's saying this about people I know, what is he saying about me??? Wow, did I get off track here. This went from journaling to rant in nothing

Oh, well, I can't wait to see results and good luck to all the people in the same boat as myself.
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