MY JOURNEY - SEPTEMBER 13, 2009

I haven't been keeping up here in a long time, just have a lot of stress in my life now and I am having problems just coping. As if that's not bad enough my oncologist informed me that I have to start chemo treatments again on September 23. Before all that I am going for a stress test and getting that out of the way. In 2 months I will have an echo cardiogram, since my cardiologist watches me very carefully while I am having treatments.
So I have lost my appetite completely and force myself to eat whenever I can. How ironic is that? When I do manage to get food down it's totally unhealthy and unbalanced and I don't remember the last time I cooked.
With the high holy holidays this week I pray for a health and happy new year and things will get better, they always do.