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I blew it!!!!!!!!

Sunday, September 06, 2009

I completely blew it today! And once I blew it I just let myself continue to blow it. I took in WAY to many calories in today. I've been so frustrated because I haven't been losing and I've been working my butt off, and now I do this. I'm so upset. I almost want to go and make myself vomit. I've never done that before, but I've thought about it and today I could really consider it. GRRRR I'm so frustrated with myself. I want this so badly and I went and screwed it up. I feel my passion failing a little everytime I don't see any improvement. The doctors are offering me gastric bypass and I wanted it, but when I lost weight I wanted to do it on my own, now I'm wondering if I should just do the surgery.
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  • no profile photo CD5477050
    Get back up, dust yourself off, and go for it again. We all make mistakes, none of us are perfect, the winners just never stop trying. :)
    4065 days ago
    you like all of us are human we all blow it once in awhile and get discouraged like myself I have been doing this and haven't seen any weight loss plus have been exercising 4 days a week and only really have a very sore back that I can say I have gained YES I can also tell a difference in how I feel but only notice the pain so ALL I CAN SAY TO YOU IS HANG IN THERE AS YOU ARE NOT ALONE and TOGETHER WE SHALL SUCCEED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    4066 days ago
  • WEEZIE30
    Me too. All I can do is try again tomorrow.
    4066 days ago
  • HPYGRL09
    I blew it today day won't make a big difference in the big picture. Tomorrow is another day, forgive yourself and move on.

    4066 days ago
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