Well, I guess it was going to happen at some point...the hot weather and the sudden lack of car have meant that shopping is not easy anymore (cycling up a 17% hill in the heat with stuffed backpack and paniers...) and that exercise has become a chore rather than an invigorating experience. Add to that the lack of fibre linked to the absence of fibre-loaded cereal for breakfast, and there you have it, a small disaster in the making.
Strangely I have also come to conclude that the factor that precipitated my fall was to be named 'Done Girl of the Day'. Somehow the title made me feel like a total fraud, because there are still so many areas in my life where I am not so DONE.
And I need a holiday, a real one, one where I get looked after and only have to focus on enjoying the day...
And I need a job, to afford aforementioned holiday...
and I have to stop procrastinating
and...well that's it I guess.
I have struggled to keep up with SP, and the gazillion emails in my inbox, and getting back into the groove, and worst of all, I have been eaten by guilt over not being a good spark friend anymore, about not checking up on people the way I use to, the way I feel I should.
Instead I have been watching my chilies grow and trying (but not managing) to not eat everything in sight.
I guess I am not sleeping enough, and my body compensates by thinking sweet sugary thoughts.
This week we have BF's mum staying over for 5 days, and I can't quite master the energy to get everything done, to get my exercise in and to think of healthy fibre-rich meals to be had.
Now if you'll excuse me, I have some chilies to water, and some SP friends to catch up with, but I'll be back soon!