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Right Here... Right Now... There is no other place I'd rather be

Saturday, August 15, 2009



Hello my friends - I am so so so very sorry for not coming back to support you & participate in my challenges an forums. It's been a bumpy but exciting ride for me these past few months.

My home sold & within a couple of weeks, I had to sell most of my belongings, pack and relocate down to southern California. Since arriving here, I have done nothing but wonderful things. I have gone to amusement parks, surfed, viewed dolphins, boat tripped to an island, sunbathed & have been out clubbing almost every night. Most importantly, I have enjoyed being around people who are not judging me & since I live downtown, I walk.... everywhere!

I was amazed the first time a guy hesitated as he drove past my villa & saw me in my bikini top... I am a married lady, but that... THAT is defenately something to make anyone want to get out and live. It's been a long time since I have been flirted with & it feels sooooo good! Like some sort of validation, you know? "Wow! I'm not a fat, disgusting slob!" LOL

Well, you know those terrible things that we say to ourselves to pull us down into "that place". I don't ever want to be in that place again.

I am so glad to be right here, right now in this feeling of euphoria. I know it won't last forever, but I am determined to hold it for as long as I can.

Please drop by & let me know how you're all doing - I MISS YOU ALL on Spark!!! ~ Renee
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  • BUTTERFLYWINGZ
    Thanks girls!! I am trying to get back to reading my beck book & just logging into Spark is helping me get focused.

    Nena - we live 14 miles from the Channel Islands. It's an hour boat ride & the water is clear enough to snorkel in. So beautiful! Disneyland was great :) I enjoyed all of the walking & my Fit Flops were so comfortable!!

    Take care girls & please keep in touch! ~ R
    4325 days ago
  • DEE797
    HI Renee, sounds like you are in a beautiful place right now. Hopefully things will continue that way. We do miss you. Do come back and join us when you can.

    Much success on your journey!

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    4326 days ago
  • L.A.PRINCESS
    I was wondering when you'd come back. I'm glad you're having so much fun!! emoticon
    Was it Catalina that you went to? Did you like it? and how was Disneyland?

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    4326 days ago
  • FINDINGSANDY
    Sounds Amazing, Renee!! Congratulations! Glad you've found yourself!! Enjoy it! You've earned it!!

    Sandy
    4326 days ago
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