Right Here... Right Now... There is no other place I'd rather be
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Hello my friends - I am so so so very sorry for not coming back to support you & participate in my challenges an forums. It's been a bumpy but exciting ride for me these past few months.
My home sold & within a couple of weeks, I had to sell most of my belongings, pack and relocate down to southern California. Since arriving here, I have done nothing but wonderful things. I have gone to amusement parks, surfed, viewed dolphins, boat tripped to an island, sunbathed & have been out clubbing almost every night. Most importantly, I have enjoyed being around people who are not judging me & since I live downtown, I walk.... everywhere!
I was amazed the first time a guy hesitated as he drove past my villa & saw me in my bikini top... I am a married lady, but that... THAT is defenately something to make anyone want to get out and live. It's been a long time since I have been flirted with & it feels sooooo good! Like some sort of validation, you know? "Wow! I'm not a fat, disgusting slob!" LOL
Well, you know those terrible things that we say to ourselves to pull us down into "that place". I don't ever want to be in that place again.
I am so glad to be right here, right now in this feeling of euphoria. I know it won't last forever, but I am determined to hold it for as long as I can.
Please drop by & let me know how you're all doing - I MISS YOU ALL on Spark!!! ~ Renee