Monday, August 10, 2009
That's all I can say. Help. I'm gaining. I'm not staying the same, I'm not losing. I'm gaining. The more I do the more discouraged I become. I think I'm doing all right then jump on the scale and ta daaa UP! It's very depressing and I actually found myself in tears the last "weigh in." I need hope. I need prayer. I need something. I need to stop eating. I need to get honest with myself on why
nothing is working. I try to eat right, and try to eat less. For snacks I'll have an apple, or a cut up cucumber. But that's just it. I have those things and more.
More. More. I have a wedding to go to in October, and I do have a dress I'm hoping to wear. But I don't even know at this point if it fits. I don't dare try it on, but know I need to soon. I'm afraid. I'm very discouraged and don't know what to do next.