Friday, July 31, 2009
I sit here and watch as my daughter crawls around the house.
I watch her play with her cousins,
I realize how much I love her.
She is my reason for being. She my motivation. she is everything.
I never realized I could love someone as much as I love her.
I never realized how much such a small person could motivate me.
My goal? To learn to live healthy. I'm currently 320lbs and 5'5. I want to be under 200.
I never have been healthy. i realize that now. I've never learned how.
I never really cared so long as it was just me.
But now its not.
I can't possibly teach her something I don't know myself.. so its time to learn.