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Lordy, Lordy, i can't be 40?!?!

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

i can not believe it has been ten whole years since i was depressed about turning thirty? what the heck was i thinking?!? actually today is my 40th birthday, and rather than feeling depressed or 'old', i am feeling so energized and blessed.

i can honestly say that overall i am more confident and self-secure than i have ever felt in my life. not sure if that comes with realizing that no one is perfect and to accept your flaws as a part of life, or if its just caring less about what others think, and more about knowing who we are. i also think a huge part of my confidence is attributed to feeling like i am where God needs me to be. For so long, i prayed for things i wanted and thought i needed. now, i just pray to stay in His will.

Hope you all have a blessed day! deb
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    Lordy Lordy can't believe I'm

    Deb...I just looked and I responded to this post when I was 45...on tne 13th I'm gonna be 47. I keep telling myself that okay...It will be great, but sheesh I wish I could go back and do the 45 again. lol

    So anyway for at least two years now I've known this wonderful girl named Deb...the thelma to my Louise.

    Hey honey, we aint kilt no one yet. hahaha

    Keep on smiling and being your sweet self, you've picked me up many of days and kept me going.
    2750 days ago
    WEll Deb I did it I turned 45 on the 13th of jan. And yeah I was right it really sucked. lol Not my birthday that was nice, Glenn and I went out and had a really nice meal. Its just different when I turned forty I felt like I had turned a corner, become more comfortable with myself and decided I liked me...turning 45 though just made me think how fast I went from 40 to 45 and how much faster will it be to 50? I don't know it just seems rather sucky. lol If you know what I mean. lol

    Ps...I'm writing this too you 7 months after your birthday so enjoy all the unsucky stuff, you'll soon be here. hahaha
    I should write for hallmark and see if I can't give everyone these warm and fuzzy thoughts. lol

    Just kidding sweety I hope you'll be super happy and even more content at 45 I'm just totally wierd. It the whole thelma/louise complex. hahaha.
    Heather DAwn

    3466 days ago
    Hope you had a wonderful birthday! Glad you felt so great about it. Have an amazing year!
    3639 days ago
    Happy Birthday Deb. Just think we made it to the 40's and never killed anyone. hahaha.

    I felt like you when I turned 40, more comfortable in my own skin. I'm looking at 45 this jan. though and not so thrilled about that.

    Big birthday hugs,
    HeatherDawn emoticon
    3639 days ago
    emoticon emoticon Happy Birthday! I can't help but smile at your milestone day, I vaguely remember my 40th almost 16 years ago! And you are wise for your age: praying to stay in God's will is sooo much better than fighting for your will to be done! Because of God's grace to me, I met my future husband at 39, dated & married him at 41.5, gone back to college to get a degree in something I really love, and hey, the Adventure continues! Enjoy your 40's -- the 50's are Even Better. Vikki
    3640 days ago
    Just wait until your fiftieth ...
    For me it meant changing my whole lifestyle from a consumer freak with a high management job to a "less is more lifestyle". It also entailed a rough divorce from my "co-spender" who did not want the "new" me.
    As for god ... happy for you that you believe. Not too sure about that stuff myself.
    During my voyage I also dropped of about 20 kilos. Just have a few more to go ... but they really suck to get rid of. Stubborn little things. But I have so much more energy and feel so much better now.
    After my wedding on August 8th (yaiks ... 10 days away!!) I will make a new effort to get rid of them.
    Good luck to you!
    3640 days ago
    I am really happy for you...I feel like I am going to be the same way you are when I turn 40 (2 months away!!)..I am healthier now than I have ever been in my life..I am so proud of you for feeling the way you feel...Happy birthday girl!!!
    3640 days ago
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