Sunday, July 26, 2009
Thought that I should maybe explain myself I have been MIA for a few days, haven't been doing so hot, but went to my neices wedding shower on Sat and that did me in.
First of all if none of you have read my sparkpage you don't know that I am a vetran when it comes to surgeries. I have already had 2 since Jan. But this last one, from the 19th of June well I am still trying to get straightened out from that, working now on getting rid of pnuemonia. So that is why I am so gun shy. I expect to have another 4 surgeries by years end. I have to have at least 4-5 every single year but this is the first time that I had to stay in the hospital for over 2 weeks after, I had a preforation or preforations, which means hole put in my stomach and my small intenstine so I was there with a NG tube and no food nor water for all but the last 2 days of my stay. Yes you all are thinking well you must have lost a lot of weight well I wish, I really didn't my body is fighting for every last oz of this weight and doesn't want to give it up for nothing.
I do appreciate all of the kind thoughts and comments. I know that I have to have the stomach surgeries but I think you can all understand why I am so gunshy of other things. Thank you all. Blessings, Diana