Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Well I just want to say I'm done being a fat girl! emoticon I know that it's said girls with curves are happier, but I have to say that i'm not! I don't like having to special order bra's because my bust is so much larger than the average. I hate it that when I stand in the mirror I can see all the flaws I have and most are ones i've inflicted on myself.
At one time I was thin and sexy. I had curves in a good way, I was fit, and active. I didn't have to watch closely what I ate because I burned those cal. Now I watch and pray not to be going over. While my son was in school i was doing a 12 mile bike ride. emoticon Now I'm unable to do that so now I've got to get myself into another routine. If i'm going to lose the weight and then maintain, i'm going to need to find my inner strength. Somewhere in there is the real me. Now i've just gotta pull her back out.... emoticon
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    You sound very determined and I admire that! If not now, when, eh? You are totally worth the effort that you are putting into yourself. Your health, your physical well-being is of utmost importance.
    3498 days ago
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