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PITY...party of one.

Monday, July 20, 2009

I think I'm starting to fall back into my old patterns once again. This was a rough weekend for me. I don't know why, but if it dawdled for just a moment and didn't look totally repulsive...I was eating it. It was downhill for me once I had the Chinese food, and then proceeded to scoff down the 3 Musketeers bar, (the one that my helpful hubby brought home for himself, but let it sit there for 4 damn days, until it screamed so freakin' loud, it actually woke me up and made me eat it at 2:30 in the morning)...how's that for willpower. Heck I got tons of will power what I need now is some won't power. Then of course...true to form, once I screwed up, I embraced the completely logical theory of..."Well I made a mess out of things once again, so I may as well eat whatever I want for the rest of the weekend, it really doesn't matter anyway." I know that's stupid but once again I do exactly what is expected of a self-saboteur. Oh why am I my biggest adversary? I'm getting so incredibly tired of this fight, sometimes I often wonder what's the point. Sorry for the pity party...I guess I needed to vent and to see in print just how big a bonehead I can be.
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  • DAP1313

    I've done the same thing, so don't think you are alone. I've heard ice cream and candy calling for me too. What I do is say, "Okay, I had a set back, but tomorrow is a brand new day! And I can start back to eating healthier."

    We can do this!
    3228 days ago
    Carol, you are not alone. Just be careful because of your blood sugar. Other wise it's all cool.
    3229 days ago
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