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Going Home

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Today I leave to go home from my trip to visit my girlfriend and her family. I am sad but I am trying to be positive ....I am trying to look at it as from now on everyday I get apart from her is another day closer to being with her forever. Saying goodbye is never easy ever. Especially when I know we will talk again tonight before I go to sleep. I have never been a phone user ...I am of the opinion if I have something to say I can say it better in person. Its just she is so far away talking on the phone is the best way to deal with the distance.
I havent even left and I am already dreading the aloneness that comes with being alone.
Yesterday, she had to work and all we could do was text until she was able to call me to ask me what I wanted for dinner. Akira and I met her at the door when she got home. I love that and I am going to miss it.
We have already scheduled our next visit and she will be coming out to see me this time in sept. I can't wait ...everytime we meet we look different ..she with her personal trainer and me running my ass off.
Trying to remain positive ...I truly love it here though /sigh.
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  • CCBANKS
    I also know how that is, my boyfriend and i have been trying to work out being together for... 8 years. I have a difficult personal situation and handicapped daughter, ect. But we talk almost every day and if the phone is what U have, just be grateful. We are finally looking forward to everything being right later this year. I also cried my heart out on many occasions, but it is better now that the end(or the beginning) is in sight. If it is right, the time will come for you too.
    Keep the faith,
    CCBanks
    3385 days ago
  • LLBEAN75
    I definitely can relate to this! My boyfriend had to move for work after we started dating and he lived apart from me for almost 3 months.. not much time when you look back on it but horrible when I was going through it. Leaving him after my one visit there was horrible. I cried the whole way to the airport, sitting at the airport, on the plane and all night at home. It was SO rough! But just know that one day you will get to be together all the time and that's what is important!

    I still get sad if I spend more than a day away from him.. it's just the way relationships are! Hang in there buddy!
    3385 days ago

    Comment edited on: 7/14/2009 2:36:43 PM
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