Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Today I leave to go home from my trip to visit my girlfriend and her family. I am sad but I am trying to be positive ....I am trying to look at it as from now on everyday I get apart from her is another day closer to being with her forever. Saying goodbye is never easy ever. Especially when I know we will talk again tonight before I go to sleep. I have never been a phone user ...I am of the opinion if I have something to say I can say it better in person. Its just she is so far away talking on the phone is the best way to deal with the distance.
I havent even left and I am already dreading the aloneness that comes with being alone.
Yesterday, she had to work and all we could do was text until she was able to call me to ask me what I wanted for dinner. Akira and I met her at the door when she got home. I love that and I am going to miss it.
We have already scheduled our next visit and she will be coming out to see me this time in sept. I can't wait ...everytime we meet we look different ..she with her personal trainer and me running my ass off.
Trying to remain positive ...I truly love it here though /sigh.