Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Why am I still on this rollercoaster? Why do I keep making excuses? Why don't I just get with it?
Ugh! I was almost to my second goal, and then I just lost it. Now I have to re-lose weight I have gained since February. I have a ton going on, a ton of stress, etc. Like all of us. I know how to lose the weight, I know SP works....I am having a hard time getting back into it.....AGAIN.
I am having a dress made for me to wear to the Renaissance Festival in September. When I bought the pattern I was in a size 14, now my size 14's are TIGHT! My dress isn't going to fit. I have been putting off trying it on and the dressmaker is getting upset with me because she can't proceed until I go try it on. And I bought some new clothes as an added inspiration. Boy, did that back fire.
I have no energy to exercise. I am exhausted most of time. I know I would feel better if I just got off my $%^ @#$ and worked out. I will keep plugging away and hopefully one day it will stick.