Sunday, July 05, 2009
With my papaw in the hospital sick, I have realized a few things. For one, I realize that he's not going to live forever. He may live to be as old as his father, which was 100 years old, but then again...he may not. I have also realized how mortal we are. We are not like vampires and other immortals. It all just makes me terribly sad. I'm feeling morbid.
I have also realized that I need to stop being so obsessed about my weight and losing 15 pounds....b/c I think I'm watching my life pass by me without really living it. It seems as if I focus too much on losing weight and I lose sight of everything and everyone else around me at times. I think I'm simply obsessed with it sometimes.
Anyway, this is just a lot of ramblings I know, but I just wanted to get it out. Thanks divas....for always being here!!!