I'm so ashamed of myself
Sunday, July 05, 2009
I'm sitting here and I can't believe it. I have been letting myself go so bad. I have been at children's camp last week and actually gained one pound. Here I thought with all the walking up and down the hills all day long I would at least maintain, but NO. Of course eating bacon and eggs in addition to a bowl of raisin bran for breakfast compared to just a bowl can have something to do with it. And of course it doesn't stop there. This weekend for the 4th we went to VA to be with hubby's family and I ate literally all day yesterday. I'm not just saying that, I felt so bad that I could hardly walk upright without my tummy hurting. But do you think that stopped me today from eating freaking Burger K*ng??? NOPE. I got on the scale and I gained about 6-7 lbs. Wonderful, what takes me 3-4 weeks to get rid of, I gained in less than a week.
If there is anyone out there reading this, please pray for me. I know I'm down right now, but the Lord will lift me up.
Well, hope everyone had a good 4th weekend.