I'm only fighting half the battle
Saturday, July 04, 2009
The holiday has given me much to think about.In some respects my first few weeks of working out were almost like one of my binges when I over eat.I did it till it hurt.Now I just want to find myself doing more.My workouts have had a good effect.I can sprint across short distances without becoming winded.This is a big
moment for me.No gasping and coughing.YES!I can chase DD down without feeling like a fat cow.Now the sad part.I still haven't lost down to a 16 pant.Oh how I want those 16's back again,and the 14's,along with the 12's.But hey I'm getting ahead of myself here.I think it's really me self sabotaging all my efforts to get fit.I'm not really eating as well as a should. I mean wanting something and doing something are two different things.I'm honestly doing only HALF of the job.So while my pants are looser and one pair is falling off my butt I'm not doing as much as I honestly could.I need to declare my independence from sugar,soda,and FAST FOOD! Now off to fight the war.Because I have a HUGE battle ahead of me to gain that Independence.
off to put up my dukes.