But I want it NOW

Monday, June 29, 2009

I want to be at my end goal so bad NOW.I know it is about six months away because of how I drop weight.Slooowwwww.I don't want to be so darn fat like I am now.GRRR why did I let myself get this way? I was right here putting all that food in and NOT exercising,so Now I bear the burden of NOT being a good caretaker of my body. On a good note I'm into my third week at the gym and my calves are so shapely and muscular now.My cankles are gone.BUT my hiney still jiggles when I try to run. emoticon So embarrassing.The fact that I have lost inches and not weight is a testament to how much my body loves to hang onto EVERY blessed pound.In total since starting at the gym I have one measly pound I have lost forever.But I have hope fore the next four weeks..Now I want to be able to run that 5K I promised myself.I want it now ,but,I must make those small changes NOW.So that the desire for RIGHT NOW will be fulfilled in the future when I will have a new goal.A new Right now.Today right now I want to be 30+lbs tinier.Right this second I want to be able to jump up and run forever.Right now I want to be able to lift and pump at the gym those same 30+lbs that I wan toff my butt.Right now I want it all.But this desire for right now will soon become my future and I will be able to have it then because I want it now.Desire is the first step and I'm in the middle of fulfilling those desires.Now to push myself harder because I KNOW I CAN.I Will DO IT!
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    zI have always heared that the slower the weight comes off the more likely it is to stay off..

    You are doing good for every pound you lose be proud that is one that you did not gain..

    You can do it...We at stressed out moms/ women gettin' healthy know that you can do it and you will do it..Keep us up to date..

    Your friend, maggie, co leader of stressed out moms/women gettin' healthy
    4165 days ago
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