We are not amused...
Monday, June 22, 2009
I have been either in or below my calorie allowance every day for the past week.
I have honestly logged in every single item that passed my lips, having weighed it/measured it and put in the packaging information myself so I know it is as accurate as possible.
I have exercised everyday, including crunches and cardio.
Yet I have not lost a single ounce...worse still, I stepped on the scales this morning and I appear to have GAINED 300g
I'll just say it once: NOT FAIR!
Now what I really wanted to share is that despite being super frustrated and actually a little depressed by it, I will stick to it because of SP. I believe that if I stick to it long enough eventually it will start moving again in the right direction, but right now I want to cry. Becase it feels like the story of my life in a nut shell: I try really hard, and NOTHING comes of it.
I have a very judgemental partner who has decided to shift his daily complain from 'you need to look after your health/lose weight' to 'you need to get a job'. Who needs enemy when you can have that kind of boyfriend ?
Actually it gets better than that, because he has made it very clear that if I don't get a job, he will break up with me. How positive and inspiring...not.
I am a good person and I try and do good around me...now somebody explain to me why the karmic postman has no nice delivery for me?
Now off to make myself eat this morning to not face another day of being way below my calorie intake.