Letting Go...

I'm slowly starting to realize the affect food has on me. It basically controls everything I do, everything I think about, pretty much my life. When I wake up, I'm wondering what there is to eat for breakfast. A couple hours later, what's for lunch, snack, dinner, etc. When I'm hanging out with my friends, we usually go out to eat, or cook something. There is nothing wrong with anything that I've mentioned but I think/obsess about food twice as much as I worry about the people in my life. I think that I've elevated food as god in my life and its something that I really need to work on and figure out. Food was meant to be something that is life sustaining. Instead we have distorted food to be something that takes us to an early grave. I want to start a healthy relationship with food. One where I can enjoy the things I love to eat, but at the same time- not constantly obsess over meals. Its not going to be easy; I'm well aware of this. But I need to start reprioritizing in my life. Anyway, this is something that I've been thinking about a lot lately, and I wanted to share it all with you guys!