Tuesday, May 26, 2009
I am so frustrated lately with my weight loss! I workout hard and eat right during the week but then the horrible weekend comes along. Sometimes I do keep up my workouts during the weekend (like I did this past one) but I can never eat within my calories on the weekend. I don't know what the heck my problem is! I spend all week working hard and then blow it on the weekend so then next week I'm spending more effort trying to undo the past weekend! Ugh!
Why can't I get my eating under control?!?! I have been on this journey for a long time, ever since Oct 2006, and I still can't get it right and the sad part is since then I have only lost 43 lbs! I see so many people on here and my friends loose weight a lot faster but I can't seem to do it, no matter how hard I try. I am proud of my weight loss until I realize how long I have been at it and then I realize that the pounds lost should be a lot higher and I should be instead trying to maintain my goal weight rather than feeling like I am reaching for a carrot that keeps moving further and further away!
I really do want to reach my goal weight and finally get back into a bikini but I am really beginning to doubt if that will ever happen! In a few months my husband and I will be trying for a baby and I am worried that with this I am going to have to start all over again and lord knows how long it will take me to re-loss that 43 lbs! I don't know if I can stand to take another 3 years to get to this point and still not be at my goal weight.