New at this
Friday, May 22, 2009
This is my first public blog, ever. I just got over my insecurities and posted my weight on my ticker instead of just the pounds that I need to loose. It's a little scary. All thru high school I was about 130-135. I always thought of myself as the fat friend or one of the biggest cheerleaders. As I look back, I was the fittest I have ever been. In college, I got down to about 120 and was feeling awesome, but was always afraid to eat more than a little bit of something. I think that I will feel the best at 140 but, for now, would settle for 160-165. It has been a few years since I saw those numbers, too. All that being said, I am TTC at the moment. Maybe that is a little crazy, but, at 33 with a 4 year old and both of us wanting more children, I kinda feel like it is now or never. I am hoping that with the help of this website and getting myself motivated enough to do what I know is needed, I plan to get healthy and have a healthy baby while I'm at it.