12days to go
Monday, May 11, 2009
28days ago my mom and a close friend of mine Caroline started a 40days fast from sugar. I can not believe first of all that 28days have gone by and only 12 are left , less than 2weeks at that( I only cheated day 1 and 2). I am sooooooooo excited for it to be over and I am proud that I have managed to stick to it. I know now that once I make a commitment to do something I can do it. So that means I can do whatever i put my mind to right, well sorta.
A few weeks ago i joined the Y and started boot camp. After 7sessions I stopped and i know that this is no good but I have convinced myself that I have too many responsibilities and so i have put it on hold. I guess one of the reasons I gave up is because I was one of the heaviest if not the heaviest one in the class. I am sooooooo behind and inflexible that I always felt like i was the one holding everyone back. The instructor was cool and patient with me but i wish I was doing better if you know what I mean. I am going to go back but i want to go back there when i have something to show for it. I want to be able to do a sit up all the way and to do pushup like they do in the army and not with my knees to the ground. I have to go back but i will do that when i have gained strength and i am able to keep up with the rest of the class.
I don't have a routine, i just bungle through life and I am sick and tired of that. I just want to the best at all that I do but i seem to have settled for whatever. I am in school full time but i seem to always make it by the skin of my teeth its ridiculous and pathetic. I need a buddy to help keep me in check and to make sure I stay on track.
I have developed a daily routine outline for the umpteenth time,
When I wake up......
Quiet time/ bible study and devotional.
Exercise- Walk or Treadmill/ elliptical
Get me and kids ready for the day.
during the day....
School/ study/ homework
get kids go home cook dinner
interact with kids/ kids bedtime
30 more mins of exercise strength training/situps/push ups etc
before bed read at least 30mins
I can already tell i am not committed because I don't have time listed on there. Good thing I am a work in progress. I just need to be more passionate about life and to be more committed.
Happy mothers day to allllllllllll the mommies out there/ you all rock pat yourself on the back for me.