PAIGELEANNE

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Time to get back on the wagon.

Friday, May 01, 2009

I have fallen off the wagon in a big way!

I seem to get adicted to one thing and the rest of thing go the way of the dodo bird. I have recently found Facebook, YoVille, Mafia Wars, and some farming thing have completely taken over my life. I have gotten bad at posting on facebook and completely lost track of my friends.

To my friends, I say that I am extremely sorry. I have really missed you and I promise to be a better friend. I have no real excuse so I won't even try. I need help finding my way back, I need to get healthy for myself and for my little boys.

Michael is starting kindergarten and one of my greatest fears is that kids in his class will tease him because of his fat mother. I am in tears thinking about it right now :(

I guess in my rambling I am trying to say please forgive me and please help me. The hippo needs to become a flamingo!
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  • MANDAPANDA41088
    I fell off the wagon too in a big way. Completely abandoned all thoughts about myself. But pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and move forward :) And I agree with Jenn, don't worry about what other kids think, just worry about what your son thinks. I'm sure he sees what an awesome mom he has, regardless of how she looks.

    I have faith in you =) Good luck and we're all here right beside you!
    3748 days ago
  • EVER-HOPEFUL
    no exactly how you are feeling paige i went through the same when my son went to kinder garten and i am feeling even more now because he starts school in september.with more and older children being there.i wanted to lose weight for when my son went to kinder garten and i didn´t do it so i promised myself i didn´t want to be fat when he started school.and here i am still fat(80 lbs lighter)but still fat with only a few months to go before school starts.lets do this together for our children we can and we will.we just have to keep saying that to our selves as often as possible.we have to believe in our selfs.that is the first step of many.here´s to the first step.repeat after me.

    emoticon emoticon emoticon WE CAN AND WE WILL DO IT: emoticon
    3786 days ago
  • -WRKNG2ABTTRME-
    You know the routine....one step, one day at a time. I have confidence in you that you CAN do it! emoticon
    3789 days ago
  • POSITIVELY_EB
    I'm glad I'm not the ONLY one concerned about the time I spend on Facebook!

    Let's make a pact, my friends! FSC FIRST! From now on!!!

    Love ya!!!
    3789 days ago
  • RANDYNWV
    Paige -- I'm saying ditto ditto ditto -- accept the item about your son -- ditto ditto.

    I even made a comment last night about no doing the same type things instead of the things that I know will keep me healthy and moving forward and DOWNward.

    We will do continue on our journey!

    I'm sorry as well for neglecting my FSC buddies!

    R:)

    3789 days ago
  • JLBART74
    Your only supposed to care what you think. You shouldnt worry what little kids are thinking. My son did not get picked on because of me. Get back on the wagon and then you wont have to worry about what the kiddos are saying.

    HUGS
    3789 days ago
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