Monday, April 27, 2009
I haven't been on Spark in awhile, and it shows. With a GAIN. Tomorrow I go to the doctor having not been seen for 2 years. I dread the "official" weight.
I know it' s up probably 20 since my last visit with him. And I know the definition is OBESE. I can't believe this has happened to me. I never wanted to grow up and be FAT. And there's no denying I am. Tomorrow will prove that.
I can only start from today and do better from here on out. It's too late
to shock my doctor with a loss. But maybe I can shock myself in a week from now