Trying to get back on track.

Ok, here I am again. Months later still not where I want to be, in fact larger than I ever said I would be. I said I would never go over 300 again, Well, I should never say never. I have still lost 51 pounds from my original start weight, but I really have to get a grip on things. I have made it through another tax season, and ashamedly used that as an excuse not to watch what I was eating and to not work out. I have a year before the next tax season comes around so I have to see exactly what I am made of and how much I can lose before the next one. Today I did go and re evaluate my eating plan and I am ready to start working on it tomorrow. I have to make myself realize I will not be perfect, and it may take a little time to get back with it. Maybe it won't, but I have to think on the lines that it will take time to stay within my calorie range and to workout out 5 days a week. This is something I have to work on. I am the type of person if I don't do it the way I think I should, then I might as well forget it and don't do anything to improve myself at all. This is not true. Any improvement each day is success. I am not a failure, I am just a normal person that is addicted to food and struggling to get things under control.