Maybe I do need synthroid...

So, I was to a point where I was incredibly fed up with this whole thryoid disease thing. I felt like every mood, weight loss or gain, freak out session was all pinned on..."it must be because of my thyroid"...

So, after increasing, decreasing, increasing, decreasing, increasing and then decreasing again (not exaggerating) my medication levels but never getting to a good spot, I finally decided to stop taking synthroid all together with the final conclusion that it was all just bull pucky.

Alas, I have embarked on a real life healthy path of healthy balanced meals, lots of water and more exercise than I've ever had in my whole life and still - very slow results. Plus as an extra added bonus I'm very emotional, crying at the drop of a hat and then spitting venomous evil hateful things at my family.

I called in my prescription this morning. Hopefully I'll be back on track soon and losing what I should be losing.