I can't wait for May!!!!
Monday, March 30, 2009
I am so happy to be moving forward. He asked me to move in with him in May. I owe so much to him already, he has helped me immensely with my feeling beautiful and good about my body. Previous relationships really destroyed my self-image and self-worth. He is rebuilding all of it. Even though I have my moments where I get scared and think it's too good to be true and couldn't be really happening for me he gives me the reassurance that I need. I am so happy to look to the future, thinking of him coming home to me, waking up next to him, and all the small things like cooking him dinner, laying in his arms to watch a movie, et cetera. I love that i give him butterflies because I am so in love with him, it lets me know it isn't a one way street like in the past. I know he'll be a great provider, he will do things right and I can see us having a family. I really think I'd be the happiest woman in the world to give him a family. The idea of little German Colombian babies growing up on a beach in Hawaii seems pretty wonderful to me.
He takes me as I am and I think it's the most amazing feeling in the world. To love him and know I am loved is.. it makes me speechless.