Why did I let this happen:::
Monday, March 16, 2009
I have been disappointing myself left and right... I have looked at myself over, and over and over again, and can believe I let my weight get to where it is! I am a WHOOPING 240! I stepped on the scale last Saturday and couldnt believe it...I wanted to break down into a massive ball of tears, but I was at a friends house, so I had to control myself!
But I was so serious about losing weight in Decmber, I was working out...And then....And then....Thats where I draw a blank as to why I even quit! THERE WAS NO REASON TO QUIT....And I saw January pass by with very few trips to the gym, then I saw Feburary come and go... Now were in March, and I am going back and further with myself...Looking at my stomach, and the way it is running over my clothes....I WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT LIKE ITS NOBODYS BUSINESS!!!
I dont know where to start, what to do....Im sooo lost in this transtional period!