This still isn't easy.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
I've been doing this 2 years and I've lost 108 pounds, and this is still really hard sometimes. I was gonna have one pretzel from my boyfriend's bag of pretzels. It wasn't in my nutrition tracker that I always fill out the night before, but it was only gonna be one. One! And it snowballed into many pretzels, a banana, a big slab of chocolate and a whole pizza. Shouldn't I have a handle on this by now? How am I gonna keep the weight off forever if I always have this hanging over my head? I feel disgusting and I can't stop crying.