Wed Time for me to change

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Sorry I didn't blog yesterday but I wasn't feeling well and decided to just lurk around. Feel better today and will be seeing heart doc this afternoon. Sometimes my heart shows me who is boss and makes me take it real easy.
I have been struggling getting back on track for 2 months now.So it is time for me to get my head on right. I will soon have to go into hospital to have my ICD (pacemaker/defibrillator) changed out for a new one.I need to lose more weight so I will be more comfortable during my short stay. I have had so much encouragement and support here I am ashamed it is taking me so long to get my focus back.But I know all of you understand.
I have no excuses as I have more support than most people. My hubby and family and friends all are there for me and do not do anything to sabotage me.One of my big supporter's has been too busy to stay in touch but I understand she is very busy with her practice and family.It bothers me a little as I didn't think of myself as just her client. But That has nothing to do with me screwing up and getting off track. I have done that.It is up to me to get things turned around
So I am going to make it happen. It has to happen. I may end up putting all groceries in freezer.LOL For those of you that don't know.If I have a food I get into too much I do one of two things.I either don't buy it or I throw it in freezer where it isn't easy to get to.
Here is an unusual pic of 2 blue jays. I have watched blue jays for years chasing each other all over my front and back yard. Never have I seen what I saw yesterday. I saw the one on other side of fence and another on my side.Normally within seconds one would start chasing the other.BUT Instead the one on my side flew over fence and laid down and spread it's wings so that part was actually just barely touching the other bird.I watched them for several minutes and thought maybe they were going to get romantic but they didn't.After laying there for a few minutes the one laying down got up and flew into trees.It was very strange.
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  • CEB2007
    Thanks for stopping by my blog. Sorry you were not feeling well yesterday. The picture is lovely. What kind of birds are those? I use a Cannon. What type do you use? It sure does a good job. I still have a lot to learn about what my camera will do but I will have a lot of time to explore now.
    Good luck on you program. I know you will be ready for the short stay soon.
    Love ya,
    3326 days ago
  • KPIKE1
    I know you can do it Eleni, maybe we can help each other. I have been in a funk too and really need to lose weight myself. I have support as well, but just can't get in the right frame of mind. I will help you if you will kick me into gear. I have been pretty good this week, but really need to get back on track. Good luck with your upcoming surgery, you will do great. Just stay focused one day at a time. We can do it and we will do it together!!!


    3326 days ago
    You'll get your head back in the game. Sometimes we just get into a "funk". I'm in one right now. Sometimes we're thrown curve balls with hectic days or sickness. It happens. Maybe it's your body's way of saying take it easy. You've come so far, we won't let you fail!!!

    3326 days ago
    It sounds like you have a lot on your mind right now Eleni with the surgery that you are about to have. I have faith in you my friend that you will get back into exercising and eating properly!! You need to do this for YOU!!! YOU are the only one that can make this happen. we are here for you and cheering you on all the way my friend!! YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!....I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT!!!

    I always love your nature pictures. You cetainly know how to enjoy the out of doors and what nature has to offer!!!

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    3327 days ago
  • ROSEHIP:-)
    With warmer weather just around the corner, it will help get you in the mood. I know you'll get back on track.

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    I hope you had a nice birthday Sunday.

    That was sure a strong welled tree you found that day. Looks like it also had a struggle sometime back. But that did not stop it. It found a way to deal with it's problem and got back on track no matter what obstacle got in its way. Just as I know you can over come yours.

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    Keep on Tracking,
    3327 days ago
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