Feeling Self Destructive
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
I have worked very hard to break 160 lbs. I spent 23 weeks of up and down never getting there.
I am finally on the downward slide. 29 lbs will get me to my goal. WooHoo RIGHT.
Then why all week have I have all these huge urges. Urges to buy or bake brownies. Urges to tackle the chinese buffet. Urges to eat a 16 oz porterhouse medium rare with a baked potato swimming in whipped BUTTER and sour cream!!!
I have given in to NONE. It has been such a very hard week and it is only Tuesday!!
I am DONE!!!! I will survive because I am DONE!!! I am strong because I am DONE!!!!
Done Done Done