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In limbo

Saturday, February 14, 2009

I'm just in limbo, living in limbo, "trying" to get things together. My place is still a mess, a disaster, I'm (Thank God!!!!) working 2 jobs. Still not enough to pay all bills just yet but I'm at least I'm no longer needing to seriously consider homelessness (or worse) as options. I can breathe and sleep well now on a daily basis. :) (And even turn down work if need be right now. I'm no longer feeling so desperate that I'm on the verge of total ruin, annihilation.)

The flip side is that I've GAINED weight back-- but I can't deal with that right now. I've got too much else on my plate I'm trying to deal with at the moment.

Nothing else to say right now. (Well actually there's LOTS to say, but I've got to get on with my day.) Sorry for such an insignificant blog. I normally want to really let my heart out. :) Still have to say though (of such *great significance*) that I still LOVE, LOVE, LOVE my 2nd job! It's just so wonderful beyond all words for me. I am happy every single day that I go there, I never, ever want to leave, I want to keep working, working, working on my projects every day when my shift is over--I just don't want to leave there. I walk around on "cloud 9" every day that I'm there. :) the supervisor above "my supervisor" saw me & asked how things were going on the job for me the other day. I answered (in true & total honesty, without a moment's hesitation) "Perfect!" He was shocked. He said, "That's not the answer I was expecting." I just LOVE my job! (my 2nd job)

Oh... someone at my 1st job gave me his card yesterday with his email address, told me to email him my resume for a job where he's at for when my 1st job goes into hiatus in March. Pretty cool! :) Not that I have anything I can seriously put on a resume. (I'm working on a hit TV talk show, he's working on a hit TV reality show. BOTH shows I'm seriously interested in working on. And there's a 3rd one too--AI, and then maybe even a 4th or 5th one too.) I'm "bitten", smitten, by the film industry--only! :) If I could I'd like to bump myself up to editor, (or assistant editor if nothing else.) But then story exec producer would be good too. :) (One can dream, haha.) I'm trained in it all from film school, but that was long ago and I've got no "working experience" to put on a resume at this point.

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    Dearest Sierra...never, ever, ever give up on your dreams...somewhere out of the universe you will meet your angel..who will help you...don't give up! emoticon
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