Anyone wanna be my designated driver?
Monday, January 26, 2009
Another Monday. It feels like life is just passing me by so quickly! I can't believe January is almost over!
I'm feeling my motivation disipating, but I don't know why. I only have 20 pounds to go! Surely I can do this! At least today I'm blogging about it instead of avoiding SparkPeople.
I think I'm just feeling selfish and deprived. I ate like I wanted to (well, worse than that, but won't go into detail) this weekend. I was tired of always cramping my family's style by changing what was for breakfast. I was tired of always saying no to what others are saying yes to. All this plus the idea that I may have been on the verge of being sick. It's all enough to frustrate me for the weekend.
I'm somewhat better today, but still not completely over it. I did get up and exercise with Hubby. I ate a piece of leftover pizza for breakfast, though. BUT, I have planned a healthful dinner and lunch should be fairely easy to get through. I need to do another cardio or do the spark bootcamp, but I also need to do some stuff outside the home. I don't want to do either right now, so I'm stuck dancing around in a pity party.
I'm going to leave the pity party, but I wish I had a designated driver to make sure I get home safely. UGH!!