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Love, Love, LOVE my 2nd job!

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Just don't know what else to say--I love it so much. emoticon

Back off the holiday hiatus & I'm definitely still there--whoo hoo! :) :) During the holidays managed to get 11 out of 14 days work with my 1st job, so that paycheck was a God send. :) :) I'm choosing now to only work 2 days a week on that job--any more & it's just too physically taxing. I'm not going to put myself through that anymore. I'm not going to play head games with myself by saying "well if I could just get 'one more shift' during the week, (one more-one more, adding up to several) I could pull in more money." It's just not physically healthy or worth it any longer. It's time to start checking into something else, another career path instead of that one! My 2nd job that I love SO MUCH will be ending sometime in March. (sob, sob) I'll deal with that when the time starts getting closer, but for now I'm just loving every single day that I'm there, every waking moment I'm working there, every time I even drive onto the lot & walk around there. (This is Hollywood & I'm on a movie lot--whoo hoo yay!! smile, smile)

Otherwise through my (situational only!) depression I've now put on TONS of weight all over again, am/feel FAT, and have to deal with all that again soon--bummer! But that's another story, another blog, another day. It's one day at a time for me now, working to get settled financially, working to declutter my place--all over again!, working to try & get my writing in focus, front & center. 2008 has been a very, very difficult year for me, but I'm already seeing hope in 2009 where there hasn't been any hope for even LIFE for me all last year.

Love so much,

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    Hi Sierra: I'm guessing the 2nd job that is taxing is the massage? I got laid off from my store job that I loved, loved, loved. Too bad, but I saw it coming. Store just not making enough money to support owner plus 4 part time clerks. I am registered with an employment agency now and hoping to get some temp work. They say that's the way of the future. Who knows? We are surviving one day at a time and we have to be happy with that for now. I don't think any of us will have the security of the 80's and 90's again. - Wendy 10moretolose
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