I am consistent with being inconsistent
Monday, January 12, 2009
Today I did not go to the gym. I made my schedule to go to the gym on Monday, Tuesday, Thursday (when I don't have to work), Friday and Saturday morning (This is the only day I can workout with my boyfriend). I really didn't want to go so I talked myself out of it. Now I feel bad. I have this bad habit. I am consistent with being inconsistent. I haven't stuck to something for years. It used to be my music and now I don't do that anymore. It bothers me because I want to do this but I am scared when I didn't go today that I will be on a rocky road to getting on the right track again. I don't know how to get my mind right. At the end of the day, I just want to leave the school and come home. Then dealing with not being a very organized person and the stress of taking care of a household is hard. I have got to pray hard about this.