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I am consistent with being inconsistent

Monday, January 12, 2009

Today I did not go to the gym. I made my schedule to go to the gym on Monday, Tuesday, Thursday (when I don't have to work), Friday and Saturday morning (This is the only day I can workout with my boyfriend). I really didn't want to go so I talked myself out of it. Now I feel bad. I have this bad habit. I am consistent with being inconsistent. I haven't stuck to something for years. It used to be my music and now I don't do that anymore. It bothers me because I want to do this but I am scared when I didn't go today that I will be on a rocky road to getting on the right track again. I don't know how to get my mind right. At the end of the day, I just want to leave the school and come home. Then dealing with not being a very organized person and the stress of taking care of a household is hard. I have got to pray hard about this.
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  • GAMMA47
    Sounds as though you have so much on your mind, and in your life. Journaling might help you to put things into perspective enough to prioritize. Then maybe some of the things won't seem so muddled in your mind. God is there to guide you, lean on Him with all your strength. Only then can you be who you are! Blessings!
    4541 days ago
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