Tuesday, December 30, 2008
I never labeled myself an emotional eater. I have very little emotion let alone allow it to control my eating. I just plain love food and overeat to obsession sometimes.
Well My ex mother in law took very ill this last week She had a liver transplant 14 yrs ago. She has always had bouts of fever that come and go in 48 hrs no none causes. Well this time she did not snapp out of it. She was life flighted to Chicago University medical Sunday night.
She is stable and they are still running tests.
Even though she is gaining ground I am so worried for her. Food is just not a thought. I am making myself eat at least once a day. No it is not real healthy fair.
But is is funny how all of a sudden at almost 50 I have realized I do have an emotion that does
effect my eating. This entire journey is really more than just a food and movement change. This is really and awakening and meeting of ones self.