Waiting For Xmas to be over???
Monday, December 22, 2008
I am waiting for Xmas to be over so that I can look for a place to live??? I haven't really had much of a chance, to look lately? It has been so snowy and bad weather, when will it ever clear up? Eventually, I hope so! I cannot wait much longer, I need to move yesterday!!! I cannot believe this is happening to me, when I find a new place to live, I know I can get back to life. I am kind of in a holding pattern. I am very hopeful though? It hasn't gotten me down though. But, my Recovery self is okay too! I haven't even thought about using any illegal substances, not ever! I just need to get on with it, I am looking forward to the new life I have planned. I just really want to get started already. Do any of you know what I mean? Right, I know you do??? I haven't been so stressed out I'm pigging out either?? Surprise, good thing I can't! I didn't really buy alot of food before the storm in Portland hit my house and neighborhood. I don't really feel like I want to pig out anyway. I just want to find a new home, and start my next page of my new lifestyle changes I have planned. I will certainly check back in later with everyone. Have a VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL, AND HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR TOO!!! Later from Debrinconcita in Portland,Oregon.