Conquering Thanksgiving....or not...
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Ok, so I must admit I was feeling super proud of myself about my Thanksgiving weekend. Not only had I not gained any weight, but I had even lost some. I might have even begun to feel a little smug in my head, finally I am the commander of my food!!!!
Then came Sunday night, about an hour ago to be exact. I wondered into the kitchen to "pack lunches", which I did and I also packed my face. I had the muffin I had been craving all evening, plus 30 very mini meringues, a rice cake and a banana. This officially takes me over 300 calories above what I wanted to eat max today.
So, my conscience was telling me not to eat all that stuff & I did anyways. Now I feel guilty & I am worried that I might even have cost myself money in this weightloss competition that I am in that ends tomorrow arghh!
I am blogging about this publicly to announce that I will stay out of the kitchen the next time I get these feelings. I will also try to remember how guilty it makes me feel. I know I am going to think about it and worry on it all night. It didn't have to be this way.